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Positive Thinking

I’ve been trying to combat my dysmorphia with a new tactic. Every morning I avoid looking at myself in any mirrors until I take my daily lingerie pic for Master.
It makes it so that the first time I see myself each day is in sexy lingerie with flattering lighting after I’ve taken my shower and I’m more awake and alert.
It seems to be working a little bit. I see this picture and I see a beautiful and sexy body. I still don’t see it as mine, but it’s a start.
When I’m feeling ugly on the inside and all I see in the mirror is a twisted version of the truth, it helps me to put on a pretty dress and make myself up. It’s still a twisted ugly girl in a pretty dress, but at least it’s a pretty dress.
Body dysmorphia is something I’ve lived with since I was 7. It’s led me through some of the hardest trials of my life. I’ve suffered and survived anorexia, bulimia, cutting, self harm, and countless other destructive outlets because I can’t see the truth that is me and my body.
In the previous 30+ years that I’ve lived with this I can count and remember distinctly the days where my brain didn’t make me see a lie. The days where I saw my reflection and saw who I really am. A beautiful person in a beautiful body.
In the past year though, I’ve lost count the days that I’ve felt and believed that I’m beautiful. It has been glorious to know so much freedom from a darkness that wraps me up in a malicious embrace.
@knowing-smile’s love and the passion and desire and admiration I see in his eyes when he looks at me has chased that darkness into a corner. It’s still there lurking, but it’s not as oppressive as it has been my whole life.
He makes me feel like the most beautiful girl in the world.
And I think my brain is finally starting to believe it as well.
Today is not a good day, but I know that I’ll soon have another good day. And then another following that.
Thank you for that, Sir. You make me a better person. I love you. ❤️
Anonymous asked:
brat-grrl2 answered:
god men are so obsessed w/ dick size it’s pathetic
my bf is average size, the best fuck ever, feels perfect inside of me, i fit him so tightly i feel the best on him too, he gives me multiple orgasms, eats pussy like a king, he’s strong, hot, soooo handsome, charismatic, his body looks like it’s been sculpted by the gods, he’s adventurous, he’s exciting (out of bed too tbh), he can make me cum like 18 times in an hour, he can pick me up & fuck me against walls, he can pick me up & eat my pussy w/ my legs over his shoulders, he loves using toys on me, he loves roleplay, he loves me sitting on his knee & telling him my newest fantasy & then obliging to every lil perversion that i have (& loves me for it), he fucks me for whole days, he’s the only man i’ve ever begged to fuck me in the ass (& i beg for it on the regular) bc he feels so good, he feels & tastes so good in my mouth that i masturbate just thinking about him holding on to my pigtails & blasting his cum down my throat, i watch him shower & get wet in between my legs just looking at him washing his hard, hairy, naked body, i don’t think there’s a minute of the day where i’m not desperate to fuck him, he’ll brush my thigh lightly & i’ll be begging him to park up & let me rude him, he’s the best kisser, he’s the best at inspecting me & making me blush while he “teaches me” how to feel good as he rubs my clit gently & kisses, licks, blows on & touches every inch of my pussy & my butt (& the lil bit in between too duh), i worship him, like literally worship the ground he walks on & would let him do **anything** he wanted to me (which is what thousands & thousands of men around the world could only dream of)
so like you think of that while ur monotonously ramming ur 9 inches into some poor girl, in missionary, while she rolls her eyes when ur not looking & wonders what she ever did to deserve such tedious sex & wishes it was my bf who was fucking her
It makes me laugh so hard when someone insults someone’s bf’s dick xD like congrats your dick is bigger but you’ve got a shit personality obsessed with dick size and a stupid face to match.
i can not express enough how much dick size does NOT matter to me lmao.
Men definitely care more about dock size than women do.
I have an event to go to tomorrow night with @knowing-smile where the dress code is “classy with a hint of fun”. Figured I could wear the gown I bought in December….
NOPE!
I never in my life thought I’d EVER be complaining about this but….I would REALLY like if it my body would knock it off already with the weight loss. I kinda like my clothes and would like them to fit next month.
Kthnx
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No one is entitled to your body. No one is entitled to your body. No one is entitled to your body. No one is entitled to your body. No one is entitled to your body. No one is entitled to your body.
You are not required to have sex with anyone. You are not obligated to have sex with anyone. You do not have to have sex with anyone. Full stop.
You have a right to say no without consequences. You have a right to say no without having them try to manipulate you. You have a right to say no without having them try to talk you into it or wear you down. You have a right to say no to anyone, at any time, for any reason.
You do not have to have sex if you don’t want to. You do not have to have sex if you don’t want to. You do not have to have sex if you don’t want to.
You have a right to say no. You have a right to say no. You have a right to say no. You will always have a right to say no. That right is inalienable. That right is a right afforded to every single human being - no matter their gender, sexuality, race, class, belief system, religion, favorite vegetable, hair color, etc. etc. etc.
No one is entitled to your body.
No means no.
You have a right to say no.
You do not have to have sex if you don’t want to.
I’m feeling really cute today.